I just want to be okay today.
I just want to be able to not disappoint myself this time.
I have missed you so much, tumblr. How long have I been away? I haven’t been on tumblr that much because, yep, I’ve got schoolworks to do. Loads. LOADS AND LOADS. I haven’t got a lot of friends at this new school, partly, because I am picky with friends, I choose my friends carefully because I want them to jive with my personality. Also, all this studying, it’s crazy. I miss the internet. I know I’m not making a lot of sense right now, so, pardon me.
Somedays, I feel like not getting out of bed, because for what purpose? I feel direction-less. I hate that this all the life I am going to get and I am screwing everything up.